‘I have done evil’: He spent years working for dictators and killers. Has he changed?
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The Man Who Polished Tyrants’ Images in Washington — and What Happened When the FBI Came Knocking
Goldlaner.com – In the early morning of a 2018 day, Phil Elwood answered his front door to find federal agents standing on his step. The encounter shattered a carefully constructed existence: years of quiet influence-peddling on behalf of some of the most feared authoritarian leaders of the past two decades, all conducted from the shadows of Washington, D.C. Elwood, now 47, had spent more than a decade ensuring that brutal regimes appeared respectable to American audiences and policymakers. When the FBI arrived, that architecture of deception collapsed almost overnight.
Elwood has since spoken at length about what he did, why he did it, and whether the person who walked those corridors of power still exists inside him. His account, delivered with a broad, disarming laugh that occasionally gave way to visible discomfort, reads less like a confession and more like a man trying to outrun his own résumé.
The Vegas Assignment
The episode that best captures the absurdity of Elwood’s former life unfolded in September 2009 aboard a jet bound for Las Vegas. As the aircraft’s doors sealed shut, an email landed in his inbox bearing the name “Mr. Gadhafi” at the top. Below it sat a bullet-pointed list of demands: fly his girlfriend from Los Angeles to the Strip, arrange a Cher concert at Caesars Palace, secure gambling time, procure Harley-Davidson merchandise, and find jean shorts. Elwood had no option but to stay strapped in. For the following days he shadowed Mutassim Gadhafi — son of Libyan strongman Moammar Gadhafi — through a punishing Vegas drinking binge, wondering at intervals whether the experience would cost him his life.
His official assignment was simpler than the itinerary: keep the younger Gadhafi’s name out of the headlines. By that point Elwood had been embedded with the Gadhafi family for months and had earned their trust. Weeks earlier, he had persuaded a U.S. congressman to urge the Obama administration to “Knock off the Libya-bashing” amid a wave of public fury over the early release of a Libyan intelligence officer convicted of the 1988 bombing of Pan Am Flight 103 over Lockerbie, Scotland. That attack killed all 259 people aboard the U.S.-bound aircraft.
“In all the time I spent with (him), I didn’t see an ounce of goodness,” Elwood says of Mutassim Gadhafi. “He was just a harsh, we brutal person.”
Elwood describes the younger Gadhafi as possessing a Bond-villain quality — a sunken face, a spine-chilling glare, a wiry frame that belied the violence of his household.
Working for the Worst
The Gadhafis were not Elwood’s only patrons. He also served the Assad family in Syria during the years following the outbreak of pro-democracy protests in 2011 — a crackdown that produced tens of thousands of deaths and a civil war still consuming the country. In one telling detail, Elwood secured the Assads a flattering profile in Vogue magazine just days before the government’s violent suppression of demonstrators escalated sharply.
His role was never to govern or to command. It was to launder. He minimized negative press for a regime responsible for thousands of deaths. He softened international outrage over the Lockerbie release. He advanced the interests of authoritarian clients in the halls of American power while those same clients sponsored terrorism abroad and killed their own citizens. Most of the world never learned his name.
“I have done evil,” Elwood says now. “I definitely think that I helped make the world a more dangerous place.”
He was not unaware of what he was doing. The knowledge, he admits, was part of the job’s strange appeal.
“I absolutely knew what I was doing was wrong. And the allure of that was pretty amazing.”
The Broader Context
Elwood’s career sits at the intersection of several ongoing reckonings. This month, a Syrian court sentenced former president Bashar al-Assad to death in absentia for war crimes, closing one chapter of the conflict that Elwood’s clients helped ignite. Separately, an accused Libyan terrorist faces trial in Washington over his alleged role in the Lockerbie bombing — the very case whose aftermath Elwood once managed for the Gadhafi family. The regimes that employed him gave rise to a decade of Middle Eastern violence and instability whose aftershocks continue to ripple through global politics. His cynical dealings in Washington also prefigured a broader toxification of American political discourse that now runs rampant across the spectrum.
A Different Person?
Elwood insists the operative is gone. He now works for what he calls “better people,” including the family of a former U.S. Marine missing in Syria — a servicemember the American government believes was kidnapped by the Assads, Elwood’s former clients. The irony of that arrangement is not lost on him.
“I think I’m a different person,” he says.
Yet one question lingers, unanswerable from the outside: should anyone believe him? Elwood’s own narration, even of his past, is not always faultless. He laughs too easily when pressed. He frames his choices with a self-awareness that borders on performance. And the men and families he once served remain, in various forms, embedded in the fabric of international affairs.
“Some of my clients were just evil. They didn’t really have to cross a line to do evil things — they just started off that way,” he says. “I had to cross a line.”
That distinction — between born tyrants and hired hands — may be the most honest sentence Elwood has ever spoken. Whether it absolves him, or merely explains him, is a judgment the reader must make. What is certain is that for years, the worst people in the world walked through Washington looking polished, and the man who polished them never wanted his name attached to the work. Until the FBI made sure it was.
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